LONELY BLACK BOY

Well. I decided yesterday to once again after countless previous failed attempts, try to achieve a 30-day streak of not jerking off to porn. Why is this even a goal you ask? Well. Below are my reasons: I strongly believe that being used to pleasuring myself stands in the way of my ability to feel good when being pleasured by a sexual partner I think being able to discipline myself to get sexual stimulation only from a sexual partner will be a major boost to my confidence and general discipline which I can apply to other areas of life. This is mainly from the stories I've read of other people who have tried it and have been relatively successful at it I hate how there's nothing to look forward to after ejaculating from jerking off to porn. No post coital cuddling, no kissing, just nothing. All your sexual appetite just vamooses in an instant and there's no consolation. The last time I discussed this goal with a friend, at a Friday night hangout with his boyfriend

Google is just amazing. Honestly, every time I ponder how seamlessly their innovations make life more amazing for me, I get truly inspired. It's clear to see that they're one of the companies that understand that you get more value from the world, only by giving more. Without any telling, I know that they're following the ideology that a lot of customers do not know that they need a solution; they're actually waiting for you to come along to offer it to them. Why am I squirting all over the place today because of Google stimulation, I figured you would want to ask? Oh well, I'm in a good mood today and of course, that means I want to share. Today, I was sitting peacefully at my office desk when I got a notification from the Google Photos app on my phone. The alert was to remind me of the photos I took today, 2 years ago (9th December 2014). And as soon as I saw the pictures, beautifully presented in a collage, I got instantly transported back to that day. I