LONELY BLACK BOY

Well. I decided yesterday to once again after countless previous failed attempts, try to achieve a 30-day streak of not jerking off to porn. Why is this even a goal you ask? Well. Below are my reasons: I strongly believe that being used to pleasuring myself stands in the way of my ability to feel good when being pleasured by a sexual partner I think being able to discipline myself to get sexual stimulation only from a sexual partner will be a major boost to my confidence and general discipline which I can apply to other areas of life. This is mainly from the stories I've read of other people who have tried it and have been relatively successful at it I hate how there's nothing to look forward to after ejaculating from jerking off to porn. No post coital cuddling, no kissing, just nothing. All your sexual appetite just vamooses in an instant and there's no consolation. The last time I discussed this goal with a friend, at a Friday night hangout with his boyfriend

Google is just amazing. Honestly, every time I ponder how seamlessly their innovations make life more amazing for me, I get truly inspired. It's clear to see that they're one of the companies that understand that you get more value from the world, only by giving more. Without any telling, I know that they're following the ideology that a lot of customers do not know that they need a solution; they're actually waiting for you to come along to offer it to them. Why am I squirting all over the place today because of Google stimulation, I figured you would want to ask? Oh well, I'm in a good mood today and of course, that means I want to share. Today, I was sitting peacefully at my office desk when I got a notification from the Google Photos app on my phone. The alert was to remind me of the photos I took today, 2 years ago (9th December 2014). And as soon as I saw the pictures, beautifully presented in a collage, I got instantly transported back to that day. I

Damn! A three-month old source of income leakage has just been discovered at my workplace and I think I just might be found out to be the chief culprit amongst those who allowed this happen. Simply because I could have prevented the huge loss which comes to several tens of millions of Naira by being diligent in my work at a certain point in time. As fate would have it, the income leakage started at a time when I was no longer in charge of the lossy application. The leakage was due to the presence of a software bug, which was first brought to my notice over a year ago. And now, because of sheer tardiness on my part, my employer has lost so much in income. I feel utterly terrible, for the simple reason that I had envisaged the possibility of this occurrence but failed to follow through on ensuring that the bug was fixed in good time. Until I eventually forgot about it. I recall that I had gone as far as informing the application vendor of this bug, and if I remember correctly, the

http://lonelyblackboy.blogspot.com.ng/2015/01/baring-my-heart-to-him.html This post is about the same man whom the post behind above link is about. Feel free to read that for some context to this post. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yesterday, a dream which I had long relegated into the not-achievable zone came to realization. And the most beautiful part was this: "I was not even expecting it cos' I had stopped trying". I kissed him, one and many more times. Just thinking right now about the fact that this happened gets me so excited every single time. I was so sure I had felt his luscious lips for the very last time that evening in January 2015. A couple of months ago, we rekindled our connection and since then, we've been able to meet several times because we're both based in the Lekki axis of Lagos. Before the first time we saw in recent times, it had been over one year since I set

Usually, when I wake from my sleep, I'm not able to remember any details of my dream. However, yesterday morning was very different. I had a dream, soon after which I woke up and I tell you, waking up was such a relief cos' it just felt so real. If what happened in the dream was in reality, then I think my life might be as good as over. Sorry to disappoint you, but I cannot tell you that I remember where it all started. The only start I remember is that I was in some car with Tunji, in lovey-dovey mode. We were making out passionately and I was loving every minute of it. Let me tell you a secret, my attraction to Tunji is so hot that even as I write this section of the article where I mention his name and the thoughts of really kissing him flood my mind, I'm straining to keep my erection down. Tunji just has this.... innocent, yet piercing look that, draws me in and makes me just wanna plant the longest kiss ever into his full black lips while massaging the back of his