My pillow fucked me - No fap challenge day 16

Hey hey.

I have some bad news for you. I broke my 15 day no fap streak today. But to be honest, I'm not feeling in the least disappointed in myself about it. Let me tell you how it happened.

I was lying in my bed yesterday hot afternoon, butt naked, with my pillow over my dick, innocently pressing my phone. Trust me I was not up to anything naughty on my phone. So I did not expect it when blood out of nowhere started to fill up my weenie. And I tell you it felt so good. Especially in the backdrop of the one week of sexual appetite drought I just passed through.

The pillow on my dick felt like a succulent warm ass, so you would not be surprised when my left hand automatically went to work, rocking it back and forth on my dick. It felt wonderful. Amazing. And I feared that this might be the sad end of my 15 day streak. I stopped for a while. Maybe a minute, until the urge overwhelmed me one more time and this time, once I had one rep of the pillow's rocking motion, I knew in my heart that there was no going back. I felt justified in my heart that it's not like I went out of my way to get this aroused. My body was probably ready for a much deserved natural release and why not. It's not like I have any guarantee for sex anywhere.

So I rocked back and forth, slow and steady, firming my arm muscles such that the pressure the pillow had on my penis made the feeling all the more intense. With this increased intensity, I made one last move that finally broke the camel's back and made me come in a matter of seconds. I noticed the pillow had been rubbing against the lower part of my shaft, so I moved it up a little such that the moving part was directly in contact with the tip and upper part of my shaft. That did it.

I finished off with an explosive orgasm that brought with it a huge load of quite fluid semen. I think i even saw some solid particles in the semen and I wondered if the thing had started to congeal out of age and neglect. This drove me to taste it and I'd say it was completely tasteless; just like water.

Just as I'm writing this, I'm busy trying to re enact this morning's episode but it's not just happening. I'm tempted to resort to porn to help me spice things up and get things as exciting as they were this morning. But I will resist. Because it's not over until it's over.

I'm actually pretty confused as to whether or not I can classify this as a break of streak. It wasn't premeditated, I didn't use any erotica and I also did not use my hand.

What do you think? I'd like to hear from you!